on montreal

Pas besoin de plaque pour rendre hommage à ce qui se trouve juste sous vos yeux. Les fantômes vivent parmi nous au quotidien.

#RAWTHOUGHTS 7.20.26: Pant-ing and moaning

surprisingly, i'm not much of a david lynch guy. not out of animosity or anything i just never got around to watching a lot of his work. i liked blue velvet and lost highway, i enjoyed the season and a half of twin peaks i saw and i

june photo dump and #RAWTHOUGHTS

A strange month. Even before it began I saw my childhood hero Mick Foley debut in AEW at Double or Nothing, which was good. I finished No Longer Human by Osamu Dazai in the park from 25th Hour, which amplified a sense of dread that had permeated since I got

idk what this is i was bored brother

im doing tim westwood voice towards the end. theres some zoinks and gadzooks ass drumwork.

SDCLTD 6.66: The Business Is(NOT) True

crazy how you can travel just to end up in the same place you would have been. i had some research to do that might lead to something and the place that might have what i was looking for was in toronto. so i thought “fuck it, i got a

photos from easter weekend

I just got some new Club Cs last week and I had to break them in. So I walked around, took some photos, blah de blah. Honestly the Club C is a good all around sneaker. I know I went up for the German Army Trainer as a silhouette a

Music- i spent the ides in the alps

Had an EP I wanted to do. Read the entirety of To The Finland Station to see if a metaphor worked. Wrote and lightly rewrote a song(I’ll send you the lyrics if you want). Decided to fanute a way to rework parts of the first track into that

Review-IDLE Specimen Pack

instagram is… strange.  right now as i write this my algorithm as far as the explore page and reels go is as follows: fragrances, streetwear, a random gta server where people pretend that it’s 2010 harlem and the bronx(they chase each other around wearing biggies), wong kar wai

had covid for a week

it was kinda weird. just the diagnosis. i got pho afterwards.

stuff i want 3.17.26

just going through my tabs and seeing what goofy shit i’ve been thinking about the past few weeks. kinda like these pants. they’re from bronson mfg co. they do kinda heritage stuff but it’s not at the prices that say real mccoy or any of those other

Photo Dump 3.6.26

I never liked the term ”photo dump”. Although there isn’t really any other way to characterize this. The term “dump” seems careless to me, disposable. I care too much about composition to really “dump” anything. Even if I know I’m going to delete something a couple minutes later

#RAWTHOUGHTS 2.12.26- Basics for Basics.

Charles Hamilton. A name. Well obviously it's a name. One that used to be a lot more popular and spoken with more positivity in its tone. The term "genius" often followed it and with good reason.  Many times it was uttered as an acknowledgement of a

photos

"You Lack Focus" 1.0

Lately I've been fixated on slow aperture speeds. You know just playing around with light and how it travels and refracts and reflects and things of that nature. How it creates little trails at it goes. Light is quite fascinating actually. All these random waves moving at speeds

soundcloud

1.19.26 Soundcloud

Everything sounds like noise to me lately. I hope harmony can come. Also count the syllables on that.

poetry

edge of the water

we were walking down catalpa carrying an old chair we smoked some grass the chair was knoll we passed by an old continental funny that the lake was ahead, frozen over looked like a chocolate shell  cracked, like all of us you said it looked like the end of the

aew

End of 2025 photo drop

Last year was disappointing to say the least. Running around in circles ultimately in vain. Connections severed or muddied or left incomplete. Mostly a year of befuddlement and pain. Oftentimes the two were linked. The combination of the two has left me in a position where I have more questions

andrew cuomo

The Circle Has Closed: Photos of the now closed hospital I was born in, from August 2025

in april of this year beth israel on the east side closed due to budget cuts. this is the continuation of a long process of hospital closures that began under the quasi literate hobgoblin the world knows as andrew cuomo(whose incompetence and general incuriosity about the world is closer

poetry

ruminations on rain 12.19.25

the window is ajar it almost sounds like white noise keeping me awake the garbage smell washed away along with my plans for later and my boots everyone wore five years ago we all end up washed hard gear rendered soft just to turn hard the next day brittle to

jay z

RAW THOUGHTS 12.4.25- Hovi Baby

that shit that makes your soul burn slow. kinda says it all doesn't it. it was vulgar, it was childish, the beat was actually kinda bad, but i'll be damned if souls didn't burn slow in the wake of ether. as i write this,

moodboard

Four photos, 11.9.25

Pretty self-explanatory to be honest. Here's four photos I happened to take during the past two weeks.

music

#RAWTHOUGHTS 11.7.25- Looking at my Replay 2025, part 1

I'm looking at two songs I picked at random from my Replay 2025 playlist on Apple Music

authenticity

Four Haikus 11.4.25

Oh damn. Anywho let's go Mr. Cardamom. That's a fire nickname like y'all remember when Christopher Daniels was Curry Man?

the process

Photos 10.26.25

Mostly Tribeca.

kvetching

#RAWTHOUGHTS 10.24.25-On authenticity

-the past two decades seem to be defined by the search for authenticity. probably moreso post covid. the k graph or whatever the fuck it’s called is probably the defining image of this era. you have pure(as much as i hate this term) slop on one end and